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Summer Love '09

June 30, 2009

11:23 pm

“You are the reason that I breathe…

You are the reason that I still believe …

You are my destiny … JAI HO!”


I’m currently listening to my music player while my mind is running through one thought – the thought of HIM and nothing else. I can still recall everything that happened. One month had passed since I received that heart – breaking message. It was June 1, 2009; evening … I was waiting for his message when suddenly my phone beeps. It was the person I haven’t heard anything about for five days, the person I have been waiting for. He texted me at last … the last. 
 
He broke up with me … 
 
I was in the state of confusion, pain and tears. I ran in my room and locked myself up. I want to be alone. I want to convince myself that I’m only dreaming and if I were, I want somebody to wake me up from this nightmare. But I’m wrong; I’m not dreaming … it was for real. My baby left me …

I like the way he played basketball, I like the way he stand. I like the way he talk. I like him. Blue jersey, white shoes … good enough to catch my attention. I like him the first time I saw him and I thought it would end there. Unfortunately, they have had lost the game but for me they are the winner – he won my attention. The second time around, he is in green jersey and white shoes … and I like him more. They lost again but it doesn’t matter. All that matters is the second chance I saw him. I thought it was it. Period. But again, I’m wrong. Fate provides the answer. I got his number from a very good friend of mine and I tried to send him a message. I don’t have any intention than to be his friend. It was late in the evening so I was about to sleep when my phone beeped and it was him. He replied and we exchanged messages. That night marked the beginning of my wonderful summer – one that is very unforgettable. April 17, 2009 might be pain staking but he’s worth the pain. The following days, we texted each other, start seeing each other, talk as if we have known each other for quite sometime, laugh with each other … All those memories are preserved in my heart and it’ll always be here. ♥♥♥

He is so kind, so sweet and a real man. I’m so lucky that I got the chance to meet him and be with him for even a short span of time. He treated me like a baby, like a princess, like a queen. I miss the way we were. I miss the times when he combed my hair. I miss the times when he hugged me. All those times we exchange talks and laughter. I miss the times when he’ll remind me to eat well. I miss the times when he called over the phone just to ask if I’m already home. I totally miss him so much …:(

Thank you for the one month of wonderful memories. Thank you for being so good to me. Thank you for being so natural and loving me for who I am. Thank you for letting me feel the real happiness and teaching me the idea that love is all about sacrifices. Thank you so much.

I’m tired … I just want you to know that you will always occupy a part of me.

I am now letting you go. It’s time to open up new chapter of our lives. For the last time, I want to shout to the world that I LOVE YOU …♥

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