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Sabado, Hulyo 12, 2014

Korean Drama Review: Dream High 2


If you are able to watch Dream High 1, then you must be familiar with Kirin High School of Art – the school that aims to produce the top Korean idols. This is where everything happened.

Let me introduce you to the characters which, I considered, played a big roll.

Rian played by Park Ji-Yeon
For me, I think she’s the center of the story. She’s pretty and hard working. On the outside, she looks fierce plus the heavy eye make-up, but if you’ve get to know her, she’s playful and gentle. She loves her mother so much even though they always have quarrels. Even though she’s part of the popular girl group HerShee, she’s like a normal girl when in love. She gets jealous and insecurities. But when she cares, she really cares. Her dream is to become an A-Rated actress. However, due to lack of acting skills, she’s being ranked as B. What to do Rian?

Shin Hae Sung played by Kang So-Ra
She’s called the ugly duckling. Rian even said, she’s the epitome of plainness. Yes, she’s the total opposite of Rian. She barely even have make ups. She dressed simply. She’s just a normal student on Kirin Art School plus her intellectual skills. But remember, Kirin Arts School is not merely relying on academics, you should have talent too. Unfortunately, she was embarrassed many times for her unpleasant voice and she doesn’t even dance well. Poor Hae Sung! But even though she lacks skills, she still works hard and tries hard to do things the best way she can. Whenever she’s stressed, she solves math problems. Like seriously? She’s a bit weirdo. Her dream is to become a singer. But what will you do when the song doesn’t want you Shin Hae Sung?

JB played by JB
He’s a cutie. Oh well, I think his role is not so challenging for him because he acts very natural. He has a good, rhythm and blues voice. He dances well. He’s like a Neyo-Usher type. He’s stubborn. He does things his way. He seems to be cold at times but his weakness is girl’s tears. Bwahahaha! (Evil laugh) Isn’t it cute? He’s part of Eden – a boy duo. His dream is to become Korea’s superstar. When he likes a thing, he’ll treasure it so much. He’ll treat it as part of his life, maybe as his life. But nothing lasts forever, when the things you cherish the most were taken away from you, how are you going to let it go JB?

Jin Yoo Jin played by Jinwoon
Rock spirit! That’s his favourite line. Yes, he’s a lover of music – specifically rock music. He turned his back from his parents due to an unfavourable childhood memories. He was once a child star but he considered it as part of his history and doesn’t want to reoccur. He doesn’t have any plan to be famous, not at all; he just wants to play his kind of music. But what if the only way to compete for your special someone’s heart is to be a Super Idol, will you grab it or continue to live by your principle, Yoo Jin?

Si Woo played by Park Seo-Joon
OMG! I like him. Seriously, I find him cute and hot? Lol! That’s the reason why I think he’s a ladies’ man here. Yah, he’s a player. He takes life so easy but he is sweet. I think that what makes players cool. They might treat everyone special but doesn’t it feel good when someone makes you feel special? Uhm, yes. Lol! Oh Si Woo, you can’t please anyone. What will you do when someone you consider incompetent beats you on the heart of someone you truly like?

Nana played by Hyorin
She’s the singer of HerShee and we can’t throw an argument on that. Oh God! She has a powerful voice. Aside from that, she’s very pure at heart. She doesn’t have any greed. For her, what matters is her voice and singing has been her life. But Nana, what will happen to you if one day you woke up and you can’t sing anymore?

Director’s Daughter Lee Seul played by Jung Yeon-Joo
She’s cold. At first look, she looks like a person who’s born out of sadness. One question she asked was, “What if the person that you really like keeps doing things that you hate?” and I myself can’t help but think of the answer. She’s rebellious toward her father but she adores him so much.

Unforgettable Moments
1.       Kim Soo Hyun’s cameo role which reminds me of Dream High 1. Yes, he was Song Sam Dong – the world renowned singer.
2.       IU’s cameo role which reminds me of Dream High again and how cute Kim Pil Suk and Jason’s love story was.
3.       Suzy Bae’s cameo role which reminds me of the brattish-but-kind-hearted Go Hye Mi. She’s pretty, really pretty.
4.       JB and Hae Sung on church. This is one of the sweetest scenes I watched. Can you imagine when your super-duper crush fell asleep on your lap? Not only that, when you fell asleep on your super-duper crush’s shoulder? Then when you woke up, he was singing a song for you? Oh my! I can’t imagine how I would feel. Thinking about it gives me chills! Lol! Happy chills, though.
5.       Director’s daughter performing on stage and gave her father a balloon. Okay, so this scene made me cry. I think I’m just weak on family tie scenarios. I had witnessed how cold-hearted she became because of her hatred to her father but when she went near her father and handed him the balloon during the performance, it moved me. *tears*

Overall Verdict

Story – Very Good
Artists – Very Good
OST - Excellent

Miyerkules, Mayo 29, 2013

Crap In My Face


While the jeepney I'm riding into was waiting for the vacant seats to be filled up, I was staring at nothingness. Suddenly, a guy stepped in and sat across me. From my observation, I guess that guy is around 5'8 tall, wearing a white body fit shirt and jersey shorts - that college basketball-varsity-college-hunky-cool-dude type of guy. I would say he has an appeal and he is charming. Sitting beside him is a woman - a plain, older than him, motherly looking woman. At first, I didn't noticed the woman beside that hunk because my attention was all captured by him. It was only when the woman handed a face towel to him did I acknowledge her existence. I told myself, "Oh, what a very supportive mother he has!" I enjoyed looking at them because I find them cute as a mother and son tandem.  Deep inside, I even said, "Ay! He's a Mama's boy. How cute! I pity whoever her daughter-in-law will be. Bwahaha!" So, when the time the konduktor asked for the fare, she said while facing the cutie hunk, "Magkano nga pamasahe BEB?" I WAS STARTLED. I forgot how much were the coins I'm counting in my palms. Did I heard it right? Did she called him "BEB"? I think I'm wrong. Maybe I heard it incorrectly. Maybe it's not BEB, maybe it's BEN. Maybe his name is BEN. I hope so. He answered, "Eight." After a few minutes, the hunky said, "Manong, para ho." He turned to the woman and said, "Tara na BEB." BEB?! REALLY. They call each other BEB. Not "anak" and "mama". SHE'S NOT HIS MOTHER and HE'S NOT HER SON. I was shocked. I had mixed emotion inside. I don't know what to think. When they got off the jeepney, the guy grabbed the woman's hand and they cross the road...


My youth was insulted. Age doesn't matter. Love is blind. This is bullcrap.

Miyerkules, Marso 27, 2013

Mr. Right

Right now, I'm honestly bored. I'm tired of watching movies and so my plan is to identify the characteristics of the man who can take my breath away. Seriously, I'm still confused but I'll try to be honest and straight-forward as much as I could to build up my man.


Physically, I want a guy as tall as 5'8 - 5'11 ft with a good body-built. You know, someone who can fight over a bunch of pranksters. So like, when I'm walking in the middle of the night, which I love to do, and for instance, a drunkard asshole crossed my way and try to play a fool around me, my man will be there to rescue me and with just one kick, that monster will be gone. The superman - spiderman - captain america type of hero.

For the hair, I like guys with clean-cut hairstyle - may it be spike, v-cut, shark, as long as no hair is passing through his ears, it's fine with me. That's how I define "clean cut". I like it more if at times he'll wear a cap. It's cute, right?! :)

I find guys cool with a pierce on their right or left ear. Take note: one pierce only and stud earrings. Most preferably, small diamonds. I don't like those black flat button look a like stuff. For me, it looks... dirty?! Hahaha!

I appreciate guys with watches too. For me, time is important so we should spend it wisely.

Skin tone? Hmm... Fair complexion will do. Actually, I really don't mind. Hahaha! :) What matters to me more is his value of hygiene. I like guys who value personal hygiene more than friends. This only means that he'll not go to bed without taking a shower. As if?! Who would want a stinky smell in bed? Eww. Definitely not me!

Lastly, one major turn on for me, physically, is a guy's sense of fashion. I want a guy with simple yet hot and strong appeal. I don't like guys that overdressed. That's a NO, NO. Too highschooler. So gay. a guy that doesn't need a top-branded shirts and pants to look expensive. A guy, even only on his slippers, still looks elegant and cool. Simple yet attractive. :)

I find guys hot when they are into sports such as basketball, soccer, taekwondo. I would be very supportive and will cheer him to the max once he is on game. I'll feel very proud. I can even imagine myself, sitting in one of the benches, basketball court is in front of me, then my man has the turn for the make or break shot. When he lifts the ball in the air, throws it, it went through the ring and they won! :) He'll then come near me, with a very happy face, gives me a kiss and says that he'll be back in a while. Sweet right? :)

I like guy who is into music also. One who can play a musical instrument, preferably a guitar. One who'll not be ashamed to sing me a song although he doesn't have a golden voice. A guy, when dedicating a song for me, really means it. A guy who can put meaning to every lyrics of the song as if it is written for us, for me. A guy who'll sing with me. But it would be nice when that guy can compose a song for me, right?

I want a guy who knows how to swim. Because I love to swim and I'm not 100% confident in swimming, I want him to be my life guard-coach. :)

I want a guy who loves to travel. I've always dream of travelling and I want to do it with him. I want to see beautiful places and be in different places with him.

I want a guy who'll give me time to spend with my friends and insists on picking me up when I'm about to go home. Even though I'll say , "No, I'm fine. I can go home by myself.", he'll not quit, but instead, go to where I am and watch over me.

I want a guy who'll never get tired of worrying if I was able to arrive home safely. A guy who'll only sleep peacefully once I've fallen asleep first.

I want a guy who will spoil me but will not let anything bad happen to me.

A guy who will not get mad at me when I get drunk but instead, will take care of me and bring me home safely.

A guy who will not take advantage of my weakness to fulfill his satisfaction.

A guy that will not get bored in greeting "good morning" and saying "good night".

A guy who will introduce me to his friends with head up high and proud ambiance as if he is the luckiest guy alive because I'm his girl.

A guy that will not dare compare me to his pasts.

A guy who'll be worthy of being prideless.

A guy who'll have the courage to introduce me to his family and if situation calls, will fight for me no matter what.

A guy that will never break his promise.

A guy who'll always be there even in my downturns.

A guy who'll appreciate my looks even during my bad hair days.

A guy who'll never forget my birthday, our monthsaries and anniversarries.

A guy that will say the truth even if it hurts.

A guy that can mingle with my friends, play with my brothers and cousins and talk with my Tita's.

A guy that never make me cry not unless the day he'll propose to me.

A guy that'll be a good father to our children.

A guy that loves his mother so much.

A guy who have a dream and goal.

A guy that will love me more as days passed by.

To this guy, I know you're out there somewhere. I'll patiently wait until the day that we'll meet. Please take care of yourself. I hope to see you soonest and build our dreams together.

Lunes, Marso 12, 2012

To My Future Hubby

Dearest You,

Hi! How are you? I hope you're doing good for the past years in your life. I hope you're physically fit and healthy. I hope you are well-groomed and feeling excited, as much as I'm feeling right now, to meet me, your future wifey. I have been busy these past few months and so I don't have much time to mold my love life but don't worry, I'm fine. I'm not the type of girl who'll commit to someone for the sake of "having a boyfriend", no I'm not that type. Actually, I avoided commitments because I don't want to intrude my studies with false relationships because I'm preparing for our future. i hope you too is also doing the same. Now that I'm through with my college studies, maybe we can meet already, get to know each other and slowly put up the foundation for our lifetime relationship. I have no idea where you are right now and what's your personality, name and such but I want you to know that no matter who you are, I will love you beyond your imperfections. I'll be writing more letters for you in case the time has not yet come for our roads to cross.

I am patiently waiting until you find me.

Lovingly yours,
Ms. Kristina Cassandra Escalderon

Linggo, Abril 10, 2011

A Broken Hearted Girl

“I want to be free …''
It was the statement I’m afraid to hear from him. It sounds awful, just like a lamentation around. It took for him a second to say those words yet for me it seemed an hour where every syllabication is being indulged in my ear through my veins then to my heart like a needle pricking it. I can still remember that day. I thought that conversation will refresh the week long less communication of our twelve months affair. But I was so wrong … totally wrong. That talk marked the end in our relationship. 
 
It was my eighteenth birthday. I never expected that on that day, I will not only open another chapter in my life but I will go through it with someone. 
 
This person has been my friend since the summer of that year. We usually beep each other and sometimes he came by our house just to sit down and talk about life and its surprises. He was just an ordinary friend whom I love to talk with, laugh with and hang-out with. He had a girlfriend and I was trying to move on from a heart break. I haven’t noticed that he is filling up the emptiness inside. The friendship I offered to him vanished. It was replaced with something else. He was an ordinary person in my life that suddenly became special. I don’t know where to put my self in that situation that time for I know that he was owned by somebody else. However, I’m trying to run away from him to avoid being the talk of the town but he is doing stuffs that give me reason to stay and keep in touch.

Until that day, my day where gone are the days of lollipops and dolls … it was the day he opened up his feelings. I never wish for that moment to come yet it sound so good. I decided to give my trust to him on that day. It was a mistake but I never regret with what I have done. I received rumors that he and his ex girlfriend were still together. I calmed myself and confront him about this. He made immediate action and officially broke up with that girl. He cut whatever connection they had. I knew it was a hard thing for him but he have to decide. With that, I would assure him that he will not regret of having me as part of his life. I learned to love him more as days passed by.

One day, while I was checking my social networks, I unintentionally dropped to his account. I read a message that torn my heart into shattered pieces … he was going out with this girl coming from another school. That moment, it seemed as if I was carrying the biggest burden in my back. I would rather suffer from a physical pain than the pain my heart is feeling right now …

Reader’s note:

The heart of a young lady speaks as she reveals the pain she felt from her love … This note was found by her friend as she checked the files saved by this young lady.
It was an unfinished note … four hours after typing this, her friend found her lying on the floor, breathless … pale … dead.

Summer Love '09

June 30, 2009

11:23 pm

“You are the reason that I breathe…

You are the reason that I still believe …

You are my destiny … JAI HO!”


I’m currently listening to my music player while my mind is running through one thought – the thought of HIM and nothing else. I can still recall everything that happened. One month had passed since I received that heart – breaking message. It was June 1, 2009; evening … I was waiting for his message when suddenly my phone beeps. It was the person I haven’t heard anything about for five days, the person I have been waiting for. He texted me at last … the last. 
 
He broke up with me … 
 
I was in the state of confusion, pain and tears. I ran in my room and locked myself up. I want to be alone. I want to convince myself that I’m only dreaming and if I were, I want somebody to wake me up from this nightmare. But I’m wrong; I’m not dreaming … it was for real. My baby left me …

I like the way he played basketball, I like the way he stand. I like the way he talk. I like him. Blue jersey, white shoes … good enough to catch my attention. I like him the first time I saw him and I thought it would end there. Unfortunately, they have had lost the game but for me they are the winner – he won my attention. The second time around, he is in green jersey and white shoes … and I like him more. They lost again but it doesn’t matter. All that matters is the second chance I saw him. I thought it was it. Period. But again, I’m wrong. Fate provides the answer. I got his number from a very good friend of mine and I tried to send him a message. I don’t have any intention than to be his friend. It was late in the evening so I was about to sleep when my phone beeped and it was him. He replied and we exchanged messages. That night marked the beginning of my wonderful summer – one that is very unforgettable. April 17, 2009 might be pain staking but he’s worth the pain. The following days, we texted each other, start seeing each other, talk as if we have known each other for quite sometime, laugh with each other … All those memories are preserved in my heart and it’ll always be here. ♥♥♥

He is so kind, so sweet and a real man. I’m so lucky that I got the chance to meet him and be with him for even a short span of time. He treated me like a baby, like a princess, like a queen. I miss the way we were. I miss the times when he combed my hair. I miss the times when he hugged me. All those times we exchange talks and laughter. I miss the times when he’ll remind me to eat well. I miss the times when he called over the phone just to ask if I’m already home. I totally miss him so much …:(

Thank you for the one month of wonderful memories. Thank you for being so good to me. Thank you for being so natural and loving me for who I am. Thank you for letting me feel the real happiness and teaching me the idea that love is all about sacrifices. Thank you so much.

I’m tired … I just want you to know that you will always occupy a part of me.

I am now letting you go. It’s time to open up new chapter of our lives. For the last time, I want to shout to the world that I LOVE YOU …♥